Blindsided

I've been blindsided a few times in my life. And you know , you regain your balance and get in that place where you feel you''re pretty steady. And the last couple of weeks I've had that feeling. No words for it. And I'm thinking that I really don't wanna be blindsided anymore. You know. Who really likes that scrambling part. And I almost felt the need to brace myself. And that's definitely not my nature.

But I truly deep down have realized that I had to wake up to so much shit and it took getting blindsided each time to wake up. And get me to where I am and make life what is it for me. Waking up happy. And if it takes getting blindsided again, so be it. Guess that's my way of learning.

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