Walking through Paradise

I used to get in such a tizzy any time I didn’t get the responses I desired at the times I expected them. Working myself up, exhausting my energy, because I wanted the result now. Like I can seriously dictate the universe any kind of deadlines. Calculating the results way in advance of the natural due time of something coming into fruition. Wanting things and people to be this and to be that when in all reality none of if was ever intended by their natural seeds to become anything I was looking for. Not that I could realize that at the time. But the cosmic energy in force is always in alignment with the purpose of what made your heart come to beat in the first place. It was not easy to accept that. Allowing the universe to take the lead in finding the things, people and places that were sent here to nurture and sustain you along the way. There are still plenty of things and people in my life that serve their own purpose, not necessarily the purpose I would want them to have. And I’m finally okay with that.