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it's the entire surface of me attached to your whole being like a blank sheet I have absorbed everything you have ever been entangled in such ways that I don't care to understand (anymore) there's no rationale no explanation sufficient for me to come to some sort of detachment just to minimize the pain that is quietly waiting to be endured when the time comes to part ways no self-help books no wise men to ease what has yet to be faced in the meantime let me pretend that everything will be okay after you and I end it's the entire surface of me that doesn't remember how to breathe when I stay gone from you for too long a fish out of water until I see you again I absolved you a long time ago for any part of this it is myself I have to forgive to love you as deeply as this I simply can't imagine life without you so here I am becoming irreversibly interconnected on levels neither of us know how to grasp while the entire surface of me appears calm ~•~ a beautiful milieu Image Mariska Karto https://www.instagram.com/mariskakarto/