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i've already died a thousand deaths all of them in my head i look up at the clock tick tock tick tock this morning has stretched itself beyond what i had in mind when i first opened my eyes i sigh not necessarily a reprieve some days are harder to return ..return to the center of the universe i close my eyes recalling the many conversations between you&me that never took place in (this) reality struggling with myself i return ..return to this current world and i recall what i read someplace.. am i prepared to face the consequences of my own interferences? leaving me wondering once more what the universe is asking for i look up as if to acknowledge your presence despite the fact that you are nowhere near I shed a small tear remembering how you said nowhere is now here if I only choose to be grounding me grounding me to the center of the universe as I softly feel my own heartbeat somewhere deep within everything that is so transient ~•~ a beautiful milieu Image NASA